Well,  I guess having a means to communicate with people is better than next to none...  Lately its been quite lonely mostly because of my long drive, and massive amounts of programming I need to do :(  I spent all wednesday doing a program, from around 3pm when I got home, to around 6am in the morning!  Its not fun driving when you're tired, and not fun staying awake in class when tired also!  But I got a few hours of restful napping at the Commuter's Lounge in the Holmes Student Center, where I spend most of my days lately whenever I'm not in class.

Its so hard being at NIU, not in terms of classes nor even the commute... I feel that theres a huge rift in my life, which used to be filled with fellowship with PFL...  I can't do that anymore due to the distance and time scheduling...  I can't even do that with Impact, because of the same reasons!  I was introduced to another fellowship at NIU by Rose, but I haven't been able to meet with anyone there yet so I can't comment...  Even if I like Ambassadors, the same rift will exist!  I can't wait till this semester is over...  If I do well, I can live on or near campus, and I can actually start making friends that want to hang out.  I need to pray more on that...

Another notes on my life... I sold my dually machine! :(

 2 1.4ghz tbird chips($65 each), 2 SK-6 heatsinks($10 each+free delta fans), 1 stick of ram($50), and 1 21" SUN SONY Trinitron monitor($200) left for sale!  Possibly my alienware-style case($50) for sale too...  I also have a Maxtor 30gig 7200rpm ATA/133  UNOPENED harddrive that I might be willing to sell for $50...  These are already quite discounted with free shipping/delivery!